November
This morning is the day after my concert at Charlene's house yesterday. And I am walking in the cold sunshine and praising the Lord and thanking him and worshiping him. I am filled with the joy of his goodness and his choice of me. His holy Spirit uplifted me yesterday. I'm sure his angels attended me. The day went so amazing and well and beautiful. Connections were made, seeds were planted and many many other good things I'm sure.
This morning I read in Psalm 81:10, “I am the Lord your God who brought you up out of Egypt. Open wide your mouth and I will fill it.” This verse has gone deep deep into my heart. Both lines, I am the Lord your God. He is my God He's just not the God. The God out there of the universe. No, he is my God. But the second line. Wow, that has grabbed me hard! Open wide your mouth. Believe me trust in me, hope in me, and I will fill it. Oh God wants that from me. He wants me to commit fully trust him deeply. He wants to fill everything that needs filling in me. And everything that wants filling in me. Wow, that is hard to fully grasp. So I'm walking along my stillness path here and I have my mouth open as wide as I can. And I'm praying, “Lord feel it fill my mouth fill it! Fill it with music and song! Fill it with your words of goodness and love! Filll it with peace fill it with truth fill it with everything you want. And I am singing the worship song from yesterday especially that and sentence, yes you are my God. Yes you are, yes you are, yes you are my God